Friday, October 23, 2009

When I feel like I don't want to walk anymore,
I just fall down and away into the night,
there's no point in retaliating,
I'm just free falling into the darkness,
nothing could be more comfortable.
Above all I believe in love. Love is all everyone needs, it's what we live off.
The second greatest force is music. Music alters your emotions, it makes you fall in love, hate people, get irritated, feel calm, and it's all done through sound waves. And it's the number one thing that gets stuck in your head.
Pictures do too, so that's why I love art, you can express yourself so much, it doesn't matter if the whole world doesn't see it, it helps release things.

I believe you have to stay true to yourself and never let anyone bust into your mind and take your thoughts and replace it with theirs. I hate being controlled.
I'm a pretty jealous person, but I suppose it isn't a bad thing, it just shows that I'm not an emotionless being. I can cry if I want to, and I cry in pretty much every movie.

I love my family, they are the best people in the world, my sisters are so important to me, I can swear at them and the next minute we're friends again. No matter how messed up we are, we're always there for each other, and that's all that counts.
I can't wait to get wrinkles, and all those things people hate. It'll just show that you've lived your life.
You can only live once so you may as well leave your mark.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Ah.
Life is starting to get better after all these months of feeling like total shit. And also being abandoned by... nevermind. What's the point in saying it?!
Hey! Du! Kleiner Android! Auf deinem Satellit!
Humanoid is so great ^.^
I actually have nothing to write about, I'm just being boredddd.
My art folio is due like.. next week or some shit. Kinda not freaking out.. :D
Pwoah, it's cold. I thought it was supposed to be Spring!!!! D:
Why am I up this early?! I woke up at 9. And it's Sunday.. I should be in bed sleeeping :D
I have no school tomorrow, yaaay! Coz everyone has practice exams. Which I don't...BUT I have 2 exams on my goddamn birthday D: And it doesn't help that you get older too :B

I can't believe how ignorant people are. It seriously NEVER stops. People are retarded. I want to go be a cat for the rest of my life. They're amazing, and so goddamn surreal. like this holyfucking cat, it looked EXACTLY like my cat. We were on holiday and I met it, and i was like O.o WTF are you doing here?!
This one looks the other one down there.
He's so gorgeous. I love my cats. :D
I want a dog though, I really really want a dog!





Thursday, October 8, 2009

Thursday, September 24, 2009


I cannot wait until Humanoid... I am seriously dying..
I hate how my blog is always about them, but I can't help it :B

I want this camera and I love this song.


Yus. Finally the last day of term!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait until the holidays, I need rest, sleep and sun :) It will be good.... except for the studying part......... :'(
But yes.


Ooh, and my birthday is soon :B YAY I can't wait for that....

Saturday, September 19, 2009



I quite like Depeche Mode... They are cool. They're a bit like Cinema Bizarre, but not quite... I love discovering new music! It's just so much fun :B
When Humanoid comes out, I'll be the happiest little girl in the world!! It's unfair that the US gets like 30 different versions, well more like 8.. hahah. Ah New Zealand isn't fair to us!
I like these pictures on my blog :B hahahah, I am crazzzy...

I have 2 essays to write this weekend, one English and one German! I kinda can't be bothered with it... I just cant manage to start it.. I can do the rest though :)

Well I'm bored of my ramblings...


Haha, that's so cool!! I likkke :)