Introduction

Well, well, well, I don't really have something to say today, but I will soon :)
I need somewhere to vent, because I can. And I like to think that someone will read my nothingness... I have heaps to say about everyone and everything. I don't care how offensive I get, I know people that are ten times worse than me.

Let me list the things I find the most important.

1. Being happy with myself, what I'm doing, and what I am going to become. So far my life ahs been filled with everyone judging and being a total bitch about everything. I'm learning to be strong, but sometimes that all crumbles down, but that always happens, you can't hold a building forever. It's a bit self-centered, but for ages I have been living so that my family are happy, I may as well start to enjoy it.
   
2. Love. I don't believe in a life without love. No one can live without love. Without love, there would be no life. Everyone loves food, their family, their-selves, and all those personal things such as music, their job, or whatever that person is made of. Love controls everyone and anything. It is the greatest force in the world.
   
3. My family. My family have helped me through hell and back. Even when my family were causing the hell, they helped me come back. I've been through absolute shit, and many times I thought that I wasn't going to make it. They've always been there for me, and I love them more than anything in this world. My cats are also included. I absolutely love animals, I love them far more than humans-humans are bullshit.
4. Making a difference. I am never going to shut up. There's too much that needs to be done in this world. People are dying, people are going hungry, trees are getting cut down, animals are dying- so people can have chemical filled products to smear over their hideous human faces. There is too much unfairness. All those rich families that get heaps of food for dinner, and always have left overs, and what do they do? They throw it out. I feel so guilty when I waste food. If there was a way for me to give people food, I would.
   I don't want a stupid boring office job, or to be some rich, up-themselves, selfish human.
5. Treating animals with more respect than humans. You can't send a pregnant woman into space , but yet it is still okay to send up some pregnant rats. Those rats have feelings, they have brains. If you conduct tests on humans, then your results would be more accurate wouldn't they? But that's not humane. It's just crazy that people can get away with overpowering animals because they are the smaller creature. Humans find the easiest and cheapest way to do everything, all for convenience and money. It's abusing the rights of everything living. All those meat farms treat the animals with such shit that it makes me want to throw up and kill everyone involved every time I think about it.I especially hate the people who can do this type of thing. It is bloody fucking disgusting. I wrote to them, and they said that they were not taking them out of their habitat- what shit. How else are they going to breed them? It just makes me hope that I die before anything else happens.

I've said enough for tonight.