I cannot wait until Humanoid... I am seriously dying..
I hate how my blog is always about them, but I can't help it :B

I want this camera and I love this song.


Yus. Finally the last day of term!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait until the holidays, I need rest, sleep and sun :) It will be good.... except for the studying part......... :'(
But yes.


Ooh, and my birthday is soon :B YAY I can't wait for that....

I quite like Depeche Mode... They are cool. They're a bit like Cinema Bizarre, but not quite... I love discovering new music! It's just so much fun :B
When Humanoid comes out, I'll be the happiest little girl in the world!! It's unfair that the US gets like 30 different versions, well more like 8.. hahah. Ah New Zealand isn't fair to us!
I like these pictures on my blog :B hahahah, I am crazzzy...

I have 2 essays to write this weekend, one English and one German! I kinda can't be bothered with it... I just cant manage to start it.. I can do the rest though :)

Well I'm bored of my ramblings...

Haha, that's so cool!! I likkke :)

Shatter

I'm so bad at this blog thing.
I get distracted and can't be bothered writing. I need a new computer.
Well I suppose I'll stick this poem I wrote here:

The glass smashes into a million pieces
Just like my heart shatters for you
The shatter takes just seconds
My love remains forever

Our hearts keep shattering
Our minds keep blaring
Words and words
Of love and hate

I don't know how I do
I don't know what I do
I never think of anything else
Your mind is in my head
Together we're alive, more than ever
We don't let go, there is no point

People sit and stare
The beauty is too bright
The envy and the horror
To the mothers eyes
Her child is almost there

The state of our minds
Is past bizarre
No one knows what goes on
In the smoke, in the dark
We'll just have to wait and see
What wonders may come through

We'll sing ourselves to sleep
We'll laugh all through the day
Side by side for 36 hours
As long as our heats don't shatter
Into a million pieces
Over and over
We'll go on.

Did you like it?? ;D


I think my ear is screwed.
It has this delay
and peoples voices echo... man it's wierd (and yes, I know I spell wierd wrong. But it sounds better than weird.. and in German it would be spelt that way coz it's the ie not a ei sound/ ahhh shut up you know-it-all-German-freak.)
I had an earache(like super super bad) last week. and now it's all fklfjsdkfhs..
Haaaaah.
OH and Tokio Hotels' album HUMANOID is coming out here!!!! YUS YUS YUS I am so happy...
AND in 3 versions! I think New Zealand is finally going up in the TH world... ;D

Rainbow Eyes

I seriously can't wait to get more Tokio Hotel into my system! It feels so great when you hear new music, especially from a band that you love. I love the feeling of listening to a song for the first time, you get all excited and you have to hear it another 4 times so that you can remember every part of it. I hope they release HUMANOID in New Zealand. Or else I'll have to buy it for heaaaps, but I would waste money on them....

In year 13, so like.. 2011, I really want to go to Vienna, Germany. There's this place called ActiLingua, which is like a course for international people to go to, and you stay there and learn it. Ah, it'd be so amazing.. I might do a half year one, but I'm not too sure yet...Next year I will definintley go on the exchange, I hope to go back to Munich though, I wanna see where I used to live again.

I'm reading Michael Jacksons autobiography "Moonwalk" It's really good. Man, that man is seriously amazing... I don't care what anyone else says, he is just seriously... I can't explain it. I know that every fan thinks that they love him more, but I'm not going to fight like that. It's the same with Tokio Hotel, all the fans are insanely mad about the boys, there's no point in forcing it on them. I would hate to be famous. You get treated like shit and people make up the most retarded things about you.


I have a German internal tomorrow, which is supposed to be a conversation, about my life in New Zealand, which is hard enough in English! "Wenn ich wieder in Neuseeland bin, werde ich meine Freundinnen und Familie sehen, dann werde ich mit meine Schwestern nach Lake Tekapo fahren, weil wir zelten möchten." That's like 4 structures and future tense, so it counts for more :)

Oh god, I had a dream that my cat (the one below) had rainbow eyes!! It was amazing...

I've been doing craziness with my sisters, my oldest sister moved home, and it is a bit like old times, we are still total idiots, and I love it! They are my best friends...